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Giving up..Giving up, you won't care..
I promised myself I wouldn't give up..
You were a dream come true,
My apple to eye..
My true and only love..
I have to give up,
I feel you slipping away..
I want you with me at least
Just as my friend..
I know what I wanted.. And still want
would never come true,
You didn't lead me on
I led myself, into a hole of emptiness
I feel stupid, I should've learnt
You love him.. Not me
No not ever me,
I'm just self centered
Self centered, self harming,
Emotional, demanding bitch..
I would just drag you down
Yet you just bring my hopes up..
Maybe not intentionally.. But..
That's why.. I have to give up..
Notice me..Notice me..
Notice how much I love you..
Notice how much I care..
Notice that I'm always here;
When everyone else is barely there..
I cry over you.. I cuddle my sheets, wanting them to be you..
Sometimes I even stroke them..
I wish I just could say the words I love you.. Instead of just writing them;
...Into my skin...
I know you kiss him, I saw you with him on the bench.
Kissing, cuddling, snuggling, nuzzling..
I looked down into despair.. I love her..
Why can't you love me?!
You see me alone and ask me, whats wrong?
You never thought to ask, how do I really feel?
I just wish you knew..
So you could notice me..
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