Just.. Don't forget me.Please... I know I can't hold you anymore.. Keep you restrained in chains or anything to hold you back. I'll miss you though, your smile, face, scent and hair. It was beautiful when I could see it, now there's no pictures of us, no letters no texts or videos.. Just memories that I don't want to fade.
You said you wouldn't leave me; it'll be different you said, it won't be like the rest of those times with all of the chaotic drama, you'd protect me.. Forever and always. Even the words and your voice in my head is starting to decay... Soon, maybe you'll just be a memory.
I hate crying at night, holding my sheets and pillows close pretending it was you I was crying onto.. Writing in my diary about my day about you, and how I would love you to hear the things I write. Funny, these things I write usually start and end like this: "Hey.. I missed you today!" Then the ending of " I wish you could hear me now.." Yet I know, the day we said our goodbyes was our last..
I feel like I'm